iamafoxface

18, Singapore.
Sihan Tan.

Priorities

Doesn’t matter if I’ve lost some of the people and things that mattered so much (maybe too much) to me in the past - look where all that got me anyway. My life now is about falling 9 times and finally getting up that once. 

greathaircut:

love how kids introduce themselves like “hello im johnny im five years old i know how to read” yeah cool i didnt ask for your life story asshole

(via the-absolute-funniest-posts)

Hello Tumblr.

It’s been a while. Long were the days when I depended on you every night to rid my thoughts, just to waste time bc I couldn’t and didn’t have the time nor will to think and do what’s right for myself. Of course, this doesn’t mean its all bullshit here. I loved the endless pictures and words, telling me it’s still ok. And that the the time when I used u as a platform to say what I had to say for that one intended person too.

Today, sadly/fortunately, that person is out of my life. My life has changed. The clock doesn’t stop for anyone and I think I’m finally back on track of what I’m supposed to do in life should I have never met that someone.

However, some damages made can never be undone. That one person I ever cared so much for in my life will always have a special place in my mind, yet I’ve never been more sure the past few months that things will never be the same or close to the same again. 

I remember my helplessness when I was 19, that I funked my As and I was so seriously depressed. And I said I’d do anything if I’m given a chance in uni. My appeals succeeded and yes, I’m trying really hard. But I forgot that life is unfair while making that self promise. Things won’t work out a certain way sometimes just cuz u wna and hardwork sometimes isn’t enough. But I don’t wna give up nor am allowed to give up. 

And I’m sincerely hoping what I submitted yesterday, which would be my third miracle, can happen. And I’m of course ready for the sacrifices. 

Guess this load of bullshit is prob comprehensible to anyone else but that’s fine bc life is essentially never about anyone else, esp for me.

End of note. 

never-believeitsnotso:

"…even if a relationship is breakable and fragile and full of anxiety, it doesn’t mean that it isn’t worthwhile, exciting, beautiful, and all the things that we look for.”

never-believeitsnotso:

"…even if a relationship is breakable and fragile and full of anxiety, it doesn’t mean that it isn’t worthwhile, exciting, beautiful, and all the things that we look for.”

Taylor Swift

—Out Of The Woods

tswiftisflawless:

Taylor Swift and Jack Antonoff: Out Of The Woods.

Looking at it now
It all seems so simple
We were lying on your couch 
I remember 
You took a Polaroid of us 
Then discovered
The rest of the world was black and white 
But we were in screaming color
And I remember thinking…

Are we out of the woods yet?
Are we out of the woods yet?
Are we out of the woods yet?
Are we out of the woods?
Are we in the clear yet?
Are we in the clear yet?
Are we in the clear yet?
In the clear yet, good.
Are we out of the woods yet?
Are we out of the woods yet?
Are we out of the woods yet?
Are we out of the woods?
Are we in the clear yet?
Are we in the clear yet?
Are we in the clear yet?
In the clear yet, good.

Are we out of the woods?

Looking at it now 
Last December, we were built to fall apart
Then fall back together 
Your necklace hanging from my neck 
The night we couldn’t quite forget 
When we decided 
To move the furniture so we could dance 
Baby, like we stood a chance
Two paper airplanes flying, flying…
And I remember thinking

Chorus

Remember when you hit the brakes too soon 
Twenty stitches in a hospital room 
When you started crying
Baby, I did too 
But when the sun came up 
I was looking at you
Remember when we couldn’t take the heat
I walked out, I said “I’m setting you free”
But the monsters turned out to be just trees 
When the sun came up 
You were looking at me.

You were looking at me… Oh 
You were looking at me.
I remember.
Oh, I remember..

Chorus

Taylor Swift

—Out Of The Woods

Out Of The Woods - Taylor Swift.
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